Everything around me is still. Not moving at all. My daughter stopped dancing. She’s watching tv. And I don’t know what time to put her to bed. I know it’s past her bedtime. But she is learning. It is hard to sleep. It is hard. And my oldest daughter? She is also still. Watching the same tv. And she will probably stay awake all night with me. Because she likes staying up late. But it’s past her bed time. And I don’t know what my son is doing. But, I’m trying very much to focus on them sitting. I’m typing more and more. And I’m pacing more and more and I’m calculating not cool but clever. Brilliant. I was never a scientist but my mind can do amazing things.