I feel cranky af.

I haven't angry texted you since 10/29.
I said: I don't like when you and C talk about me!
Then: I'm not a problem! C is stupid! I hate her!
Finally: I'm in charge!

You never replied. I hate that. You always reply to C.

Then you asked C on Thursday if you should stop talking to me. You guys must have lost your ****ing minds. I do pretty much everything you ask me to do, and apparently, I'm still not seen as a person with her own personal agency. What the **** is up with that? And why the **** should I keep to this new Susannah routine when it gets me exactly nothing, not even respect? And I've certainly lost a lot of SELF respect in making so many compromises only to be no better off.

I'm ****ing angry. And somebody is going to ****ing pay. I'm done with this ****.