Hello LadyBipolar,

Welcome to PC and to the Bipolar Forum!

It sounds like you have been through the ringer. I am very sorry.
Your daughter needs you! I'd had an alcoholic father. He'd eventually self-destructed. I'd needed him to sort himself out and be there for me. Children always need their parents to be there for them.

Please don't get high. Don't give up. Your daughter DOES need you.

I hope you will find the information and support you may be seeking.
Please do make yourself at home and post away!

Many hugs!

WC