I talked to my son last night. He just wants motivation and his irritability to go away. He's mad because he doesn't get mania. He doesn't take meds because they don't work fast enough. Then he gets caught up in his head being negative and stops taking it. He wants to go back on all the meds he was on when we moved down here. He looks back on that time as him doing well. He doesn't care about the picking. I'm hoping Pnurse can help. I told him not to restart his medication without seeing pnurse. It's like a little over a week before he sees her and his T again. He's also upset he can't do a co-op because his Pnurse only works Monday and Wednesday.