I was filling up the closets with stuff that the housekeepers need at work. I make sure that they never go empty. Not once have I let them go empty. So I sit here with nothing to do but occupy my own mind for the benefit of myself.

Then my coworker goes and fills up the closets with extra stuff that isnt needed and makes me look bad. My goal is to make SENSE. I don't care if I look bad.

What pisses me off about the world more than anything is those women sweeping spotless pavement in North Korea because if they don't, they'll get no food or be killed or something. That's why I'm not sweeping spotless hallways. But my boss tells me to sweep anyways. I won't do it. I'd rather benefit my mind and occupy it with non-agitated mental states.

I seem to make the most ethical and logical sense out of most people. People question the dimensions I live in with anger. For me, it's the same to them, but with less anger.

There's a book called "******** jobs" that I want to read. It's about how technology made it so people have to do less work than say in the 80's but people still have to pretend that they are busy. That annoys the hell out of me.

Is there something wrong with my thinking? I mean, when there's something to do, I always work my hardest and I've been a really good worker for all the jobs that I've been in. Just at my welding job, I wasnt allowed to weld and had to clean a spotless shop. I've been doing that in the mechanics shop since I was 16 and had enough of that so I quit because I had to start again in a new shop.

I only do things that make sense..