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Originally Posted by Wild Coyote
Yesterday: Saw pdoc. She'd doubled my Wellbutrin. I really like her. She is a new pdoc for me.
Today: My niece came for lunch and stayed 3 hours. We always have a great time! It was very uplifting, even though she was asking a lot of questions about family tragedies which had occurred before her time. It was a little triggering, which I feel more since she has left.
Still struggling with depression and with feeling like life is not worth all of the effort. 
I had struggled to get dressed and with getting lunch ready for my niece even though I LOVE seeing her.
It's cold. Windchill today -10 F. It has been sunny, which is a plus! 
Love to All!
WC |
To cold too cold TOO COLD !!!! I don’t know how you can stand it. Cold weather ramps my PsA and Fibro all to hell. It’s in the 20’s here and I’m covered in blankets drinking coffee.
Glad you had a nice lunch , what a great tradition
I’m glad you found a new Pdoc that is helping and understanding. Having to talk about some past stuff would be triggering
hopefully you won’t need to wade through much more of that. Hope the increase helps.
I’m so sorry your struggling with depression and “ why should I care?” Kinda feeling / thinking. It’s a shytty place to be.
Things will improve of course it just sucks when we get so low we look up and can’t see the light. I think of myself often as a mouse in a tunnel and grass has grown over the hole, eventually the grass will get cut and I can find my way out.
Many hugs and gentle hugs