I have sobered up enough to see some perspective.
I forgot my meds at noon, did this once while out of town too, ran out of meds.
Drank too much today making chili and taking down the christmas decorations.
Looking back over the past 6 months I have been running pretty high.
When I start ordering things off face book I am not well.
I spent about $600 for these facial treatments to take some of the red out of my face and maybe lessen my spider veins too. I have two treatments left and one tomorrow and then another one in a month.

My friend karen...if I can call her that....was a fad. It was wrong of me to talk about her on the buzz forum. I apologized but she has stopped coming to sandras for lunch. I gave her a gift certificate for christmas, stuck it into her mail box...no response. I am afraid to call her, hate rejection.
I was only trying to get information for her, I was trying to help, but it back fired.
Think I am ready to stop drinking and start dieting again.
I need to take better care of myself.
I took my meds tonight and supplements, applied face cream to my forehead, have a pimple on the tip of my nose.
I won't wear make up.

Jeff just got home from picking up a friend at the airport.
I need to get to bed.
0730am will come soon enough.
I am not tired which is not a good sign.
bizi