Anne

I never believe anyone cares about me. My best friend says she loves me and I laugh at her. I told my t he was never allowed to say he loved me even if he did because I'd instantly distrust him

So believing I mattered and he cared was unusual for me and tough for me. I often tested him about it. It was probably about a year into therapy when I let myself accept it and truly believe it

Now I'm back to my old self