This is Tyler. I've been on here before but it's been a while.

Só isn't in a good place. We have another alter, Star, who keeps telling her that one of our abusers was actually a savior and that we betrayed her. Só is wanting to contact our abuser. I really can't go through that. The things this person did won't leave me alone. She isn't a savior, she's a sick sadistic, uncaring *****.

Excuse the outburst. I just can't have us getting hurt again. What do I (or we) do?