Does this sound familiar to anyone? I LOVE being alone, so much so that usually when I schedule a meetup, I feel really annoyed. But at the same time, I feel obligated to socialize, even though as soon as I schedule something I start wishing the other person would cancel.

My fear is that if I don't continue seeing people on a regular basis, I will forget how to socialize (already not a strong point) and have even fewer friends than I already do.