I am a bit numb and out of touch with my inner feelings and I am lonely tonight.I have a bit of an issue with the monotony and boredom of the January month,I hope February is more interesting.Though I have a film on Saturday and a meal with my niece and on Thursday a rolling stones tribute at the theatre,and a late film on Wednesday.Of course all this going out is so that I can distract myself from my sad feelings and not sit and feel them,which isn't good.But at least I am not trying to numb the feelings by overeating crap junk foods.I seem to have my sugar addiction under control.