{{{{{{{{{Heidu}}}}}}}}}}}, lol - yes, he is pissing me off big time. No matter what, he is there. It scares me so much sometimes because it simply can't last - and the loneliness will be a million times worse.

A mini-vacation sounds so wonderful to me.......I can take care of "me" for a change.......geez that sounds selfish.

Anyway, yes even my T got me to see that alot of my depression and stuff is due to my living arrangements. To make changes though and basically jump off a cliff into the unknown is something that I haven't been able to do yet. I haven't discounted the idea though - it is always there in the back of my mind.

You are so sweet and thoughtful........hugs are so few and far between around my house, that yours mean a great deal. Thank you for caring.

Mary Alice