I'm so sorry, sinking You've been struggling for so long... I know it's hard. Please don't give up. You can do this. You're strong, I know this. Try to get through this day. One step at the time. Please don't hurt yourself, you deserve to live a good life and to feel good just lik everyone esle. Don't throw it all away. I know things are bad right now, but they can get better. Take baby steps, just do the bare minimum you need to do until you get home. And if you do get through the day, try to reward yourself for accompishing that! You definitely deserve it. Keep writing here if it helps. Feel free to PM me anytime. We all love you here, sinking, I hope you'll remember that. We're not going to give up on you. And I'm definitely not going to give up on you. I hope you'll do the same, because you deserve MUCH better than this. And you will have it, but you need to stay alive for it. Sending many hugs to you