Oh gosh I am going through this right now myself.

I returned to work less than four months ago and my anxiety is ridiculously high. Daily panic attacks, throwing up before work, etc. All I think about is work when I am not at work. The thought of going back after a day or too off is terrifying and obsessive. It is causing turmoil in my life - even affecting my relationship. It is robbing me of enjoying life outside of work as it has permeated every minute of every day.

I can't not work though. I need the money to survive.