IIRC, you said earlier in this thread that you are not interested in a romantic relationship with him, even if that was something he might be thinking about. It seems like the sexualized atmosphere of some of your sessions or parts of them might have been your way of exploring these kinds of feelings in a safe atmosphere. Maybe your dream is about that, too, exploring your feelings for him inside the safety of your own head.

I think it's a dream rich with symbolism. For me, I often have "unusual" or weird dreams about something that's like real life at times where I'm going through something difficult or thinking about making some changes or I'm taking some risks in some way and I'm wondering how they are going to play out. Your seems to represent some kind of shift at least inside your own head, or a kind of wondering. To me that sort of dream is way cool, but I could understand if you find it distressing. Just like people say after a death, any kind of loss does not mean the end of your relationship with a person. Maybe your dream is about trying to work out what your relationship was and what it meant. I don't get the sense that you are stagnant, but moving somewhere else from where you've been.