I'm so sorry you're struggling, Shattered007 I feel like this is something you need to work with your therapist. Do you have any idea why they don't feel safe while in therapy? Perhaps you could start from there. I'm sorry, I wish I had more advice to give you. Please don't give up. I hope you'll feel better soon and that everything will go well. Just try your best and hopefully things will improve. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this