The night before my injection, right before I see my therapist, I have a really really deep conversation online with someone that just smoked



Not good.. but I'm grounded.. I'm grounded..

But interesting. I told her that I'd rather take the injection. She said she knows 4 people with schizophrenia and some of them smoked it. I said I'd rather die this way.

To die not knowing the truth. We talked about the truth. But now I will sleep. If I can..

Real psychosis is delusions that don't make sense. Not delusions that have a possibility of being real. That's my take on it. Even though what I took away was "Everything possible is true" on my weed experience..