Happy New Years, human. The future beckons to you. Let go of the past. Summer of 2017 is history now. Let go. Live in the present.

You won't see the opportunities 2019 offers, if you keep staring in that rearview mirror. You are still a young man. Don't waste what is left of your youthful years dwelling on what you wished had happened. Nothing wrong with having wished for something. But it's wrong to engage in endless regret and endless wondering "why." It's wrong to surmise you've figured everything out. It's okay to remain puzzled about why someone withdraws from us. Humans aren't meant to understand everything. Just know that you need to shift into forward gear and watch what's in front of you. Get out of your head. And don't overly rely on the Internet to find what you need.