Well it happened. I told RS I love him. I’ve wanted to say it for a couple of weeks now but thought I was crazy because it’s only been two months. But I figured what the hell, yolo right? Me and my husband said it after two months and I ended up marrying him. When you know you just know. And boy do I know. I really took an inventory of myself to make sure because I always wanted to say it to my ex as well but I would go back and forth with it. I would think I loved him one day and then wouldn’t talk to him for a couple of days and then I’d be like nah I don’t love him. This time though...it feels real.

Best part? He said it back. And I can tell he means it. He’s not just saying it because I said it and he doesn’t know how to respond without hurting my feelings. He told me that HE’s Been wanting to say it for a couple of weeks too but was afraid it would scare me off.i trust him. I can see it in his eyes.

So yes. I am in love with a wonderful man who loves me back. And I don’t care that it’s only been two months. This is real. And maybe it will blow up in my face a few months from now but for now, it’s real. And that’s all that matters.

Nothing new to report otherwise! Hugs to all that need them.