I am feeling much better.Even though the bullies yesterday made me feel flawed and defective and picked on who I am and things about me I can't change and inadequately and wrongly interpreted who I am and what my attitudes are,today I see they did that because of their own inadequacies,and I am changing from self hatred to self love today.I have got to love myself and stop seeing myself through the hatred of my bully's eyes.So after reading about bullies and what makes them do it online I feel better about myself today.