I think I’m still a little high as I am taking very sedating meds but was wide awake all day at work (mind you the couple days off, I slept and slept—I think sleeping off some of the mania). My husband is driving me to and from work, I’m relying on the klonapin, and I’m still feeling some misplaced anxiety but aside from that, I think the combination of med changes and sleep knocked me down from what was starting to be s very ugly episode. My pdoc, who charges $150 a visit was out of the office and worked with me 100% from her cell phone. And she checked on me every day guys!!! Isn’t that amazing?! I am so blessed to have her! Anyway, just wanted to let you guys know I’m getting better! Thanks for all of your support as usual.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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