It makes sense to me from the perspective of - and I hope you don't mind if I offer a sort of psych evaluation - from the perspective of the quite low self esteem and the self loathing that you've expressed before, Só leigheas. And I can relate to aspects of that. If a person is carrying such a low self opinion then it's only natural that you wouldn't want to be around others as, for me, I often don't feel on an equal par with them. I know in reality that I am on a par with them, but my mind has constant thoughts to the contrary. My very mind. And so you end up isolating but the mind keeps going along it's own crazy tangents regardless, so to speak.

So, that could be one way to look at it, I guess.

Trust could be an issue, as well.