I'm so sorry you're struggling, pandabear0927 I understand your pain. Did your boyfriend ever tell you ro suggested that you may come across as clingy? Is this just a fear you have or a feeling you get? Either way, I'd suggest therapy as well. Maybe your previous therapist just wasn't a good fit. How long have you been seeing him/her? Unfortunately it takes time to get over the loss of a loved one, but I think it's important to develop coping skills so that we can deal with it in our daily life. So maybe give it another shot? I think it's worth trying. If you want to, of course. I hope writing here helps a bit. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can help somehow. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this