It's not easy to open up to others, Sò leigheas. Maybe that's why you prefer to be alone? Or maybe you have problems trusting other people because of your past. Do you think that may be the reason? Does the company of other people usually makes you feel better or not? Sometimes people just prefer to be alone, especially when they're depressed, even if they don't feel necessarely good. Either way, you always have us here. I hope writing here can help a bit. Feel free to PM me anytime. You know I always like to talk to you, my friend. I know it's not the same thing as having a support system IRL, but I hope I can at least help you a bit. Let me know what I can do to make you feel a little less lonely. Sending many hugs to you