I'm so sorry, rechu Try to hang on a little longer. Things are going to get better soon. Keep your eyes and your mind on the end goal. Hopefully, everything will go well and it will be worth it. I hope writing here can help a bit to relieve the stress. Let me know if you want to talk or if I can help. Feel free to PM me anytime. I agree that yoga could be a good idea. You can do this! Please don't give up. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you