Hello everyone; I'm still trapped in audit hell and I still have the office invader which honestly isn't that bad, I just wish he would quit asking me for dating advice with R who by the way has a date this weekend, so those two are getting close as well, and he called me Fairy Godmother today since he really does like her and he is a very good person. We are slowly getting through all the audits and I've think we've only had one sorta serious issue missed granted I honestly don't know if this will be done by tomorrow or not.

I seemed to do fine on the new dose of Seroquel: I woke up not so tired and I didn't get to bed much before 2am; I have got to stop staying up so late but I like staying up late. Anyway I didn't feel that usual morning drag and it feels pretty much like 200 IR just without the whole possible good morning hangover and I understand why he upped my dose; with my heart problem and the fact we can't find a dang medication could easily send me back to depression's awaiting arms. So it's at least worth a trial and if I hate it I can always have doc switch me back in February besides if I'm stable on 200 I should be even more stable with 300 that lasts all day long like the energizer bunny.

In a relationship update M came over last night and brought dinner and we snuggled and talked for a while; I got to learn a lot more about him and I just feel like I'm falling into a good relationship for the first time since S the guy I dated for two years before I send him off to the school of his dreams and he's like my brother. M wants to go out on Saturday and then Sunday his mother really really really really wants to meet me; so she's hoping he can drag me to church Sunday and then enjoy lunch out with them and then let her cook me dinner for the night. I mean that's a huge step that he wants me to meet his family; granted we have been kinda sorta dating since November if you think about it; it just wasn't official at all it was more like two friends who always wanted more. I'm not sure how I feel about church it has been quite some time since I have actually went to church but I actually do want to meet his parents from what he has told me and from what I see they are super supportive and M's family means a lot to him; so I'm taking it as a good sign that his mother already wants to meet me. Besides Saturday will just for us and I'm pretty sure I can handle church.

Hugs to everyone