I once was watching a documentary about pedophiles and thus one man who serves I don’t know how many years in prison for inappropriate actions with under age girls (I dont recall what he did) giving an interview where he encouraged pedophiles to seek help way before things happen. He said if the moment he fell attraction to young people he seeked help (seeing a psychiatrist right away) maybe some problems could be prevented. Unfortunately pedophiles don’t seek help until it’s too late.

You must seek help right now. What you are doing now is already approaching criminal offense and exploitation of minors so you need to act now. See a psychiatrist now