i can relate to you hear i had a really close group of friends we did everything together they helped me with my social phobia but then once the leader of the group got married she never spoke to me again the friend i had got engaged we were so close almost like sisters then we said we would be each others bridesmaid when we got married so she started hangingout with someone else and slowly she stopped calling then she does call to tell me she and bf got engaged i was so happy for them then i discoverd she chose her bridesmaids i was not one of them she and her new bf did all the prep for her wedding when i confronted her on the matter she said she was sorry that we were still friends but that i was not spritually well enough to be part iof her court iwas so stunned and hurt by that nowwe are friends but i keep my distance formm her and ppl so i don't get hurt i'm proud of you for doing what you did it's not easy but you did it i need more time but i'm sure i will be ok love steph