[ I always feel like people aren't going to care or what I say doesn't matter.]
Heya, Jen,
I can totally relate to this having said basically the same thing just a few days ago. I don't know what else to say otherwise though. I definitely want to welcome you as I am a firm believer in the value of the human being. I'm glad you've reached out. I'm confident you will make connections with many of us here, but I'm also certain you will develop close friendships with one, two, maybe a few individuals.