I've been having a nice time. There's advantages to being mildly depressed. I sleep long and well and don't feel tired. I'm calm enough to play and study for Scrabble. I enjoy my cozy home. My thoughts are not as clear as they were tho. They are kind of messy and sometimes it takes a few tries to get something done. Also, my day is chaotic. But it's all tolerable, with moments of happiness and flickers of pleasure. Changing gears from high mood to low mood is very unpleasant but now that i have fully shifted i feel okay.