I cannot help you find a new pdoc as I live in Australia but I do understand what it is like going through pdoc after pdoc and still not finding the right fit. For me it took 18 years (with breaks of no doc's) and seven pdoc's to finally find the fantastic one I have now (started with him two years ago). There were so many different reasons why the others were not a good fit including; severe incompetence, religious fanaticism on their part, ones that just didn't even care or try to help, one that was too overwhelmed with my presentation etc etc. It is so hard to handle when even the 'experts' can't seem to help.

Now I have a great pdoc who can handle my illness, BP 1 with psychotic features, rapid cycling, mixed features, and all that come with it, my confidence and self-esteem have improved. This is not your fault. Unfortunately there seems to be many more bad pdoc's to good ones. Keep searching. I really hope you find the right one soon.