AAAAA ,,, I think if my math is right ,, You were 16 when you got married ,, and then later on a visit to help your Dad, he was in strike out what wasn't explained thingy type peep.

But if again ,, My math is right ,,, He stopped the want to strike out for he respected that you were now married and grown ? IDK .

But AAAAA ,,,,, Memories seem to come at times when we look at a calander ,, or even the scent of a cologne or perfume . Hold On to the what you saw in his good moods after he went sober ,, and let some of the other stuff ,, just be water under the Bridge MY FRIEND ,,,=