Hello Angie: I'm sorry you are having such a difficult time. I think the only advice I can offer is to reach out, in real life, for the help you need. (Perhaps there will be other members who will have suggestions they can offer.) We here on PC want to be as supportive as possible. But there's obviously a limit to what we can do. Situations such as the one you describe require real life intervention to my mind. I noticed this is your first post here on PC though. So... welcome to Psych Central. I hope you keep posting & that you find PC to be of benefit.