I'm so sorry you're struggling, nouseforaname It sounds really difficult. Please don't give up. Have you already started looking for another job? I hope you'll be able to land another one soon. I'm so sorry, I wish I had more advice... just remember that if you need support, we're here. If it can help a bit... I'm here for you. I'll listen to what you have to say. I care about you. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help. Please remember that things can get better, even if they seem pretty bad right now. You can do this! You're strong, I'm sure of that. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this