I have been dealing with crap like this my whole life. I've become known as bad luck (insert my real name) to some of my co-workers. I've heard it all over the years, "it will get better" "things will change" and blah blah blah. Nothing has gotten better, it's gotten worse.

The big, "things will get better" thing was this new job. It has gotten worse since the new job and costing me more. If I would have stayed where I was at I'd still have issues but it wouldn't be costing me so much.

My patience has gone. Waiting to die from old age or whatever health issues I have has taken too long. Waking up is a sentence worse than any torture I could think of.