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Old Jan 19, 2019, 10:27 PM
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Thank you guys! I was scheduled to take my kids to a Harlem Globetrotters game today alone (my son was color guard with his scouts) and I was terrified to go. Even my husband was asking me what I’d do if I freaked out! But, I felt I had been doing so much better (I went back to work on Wed and the other sub was out all week so it was like a circus a lot of the time and by the end of the week I was no longer being triggered or feeling really overwhelmed.) that I would chance it. My dad drove us downtown and picked us up so I didn’t have to worry about that. Then, everything went great! I even communicated with some other scout moms and I’m still a little intimidated by them because we just started about 3 months ago.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

Tori Amos ~ Crucify

Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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wildflowerchild25, ~Christina