I am so sorry this happened to you. It is probably a very confusing time in your life, wondering what exactly happened while you were blacked out because I too have had this unfortunate experience. While I do not believe I was drugged, I did black out from drinking too much and have no clue if I was taken advantage of unknowingly. It took months to wrap my head around it, trying to gather as much information as my mind could remember before I blacked out. While my experience was not pleasant and took time to heal from my own doing of drinking too much and learning to forgive myself for that, I am concerned with the fact that someone intentionally drugged you. I am also concerned that you went for help and other people were not helping you to find out who did this to you. This person is obviously a sick individual and could easily do this again. If I could suggest anything for you, it would be to seek some professional help like counseling. Even if the sicko who drugged you is not found at this time, I do believe in Karma and I hope you do too, I believe you could benefit from talking to someone about your feelings and emotions in this. I wish you the best and send you peace and love.