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Originally Posted by Skeezyks
I don't do much in the way of hobbies anymore (unless you count being here on PC as a hobby.)  I never did have a lot of them. I'd tinker around with this or that for a while. But then I'd just move on to something else.  Nowadays I find that anything I do tends to stoke my anxiety & anger issues whenever it doesn't go just so.  So even things I could do I tend to avoid so as to keep myself on as even a keel as possible. 
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I can absolutely relate to this as well. Sometimes it just doesn't flow right and can put me in an even worse mood. The other day, I went to my favorite pool hall (which even going out in public is a victory for me most days), and it was very crowded. My panic flared up and my game suffered. This led to even more aggrivation after the fact and I wish I wouldn't have gone to begin with.
As for the PC thing, it sounds like you like to use that as a machine to connect and fulfill something within yourself. I see you post on here quite a bit. I would certainly put this into the helpful hobby category.
Thanks for your response, friend!
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