I don’t know what to think.

My therapist says that I’m paranoid and that my meds may make me “feel better since they have done so before.”

I told her that I was afraid of my pdoc trying to do me harm. I said that he and the front office staff are taking my information and giving it to the government. She asked why they would give my information, and I said, “I’m not sure, but I have this nagging feeling they’re up to no good.” Then she asked, “but what do you mean by ‘no good’? Is there something specific?” I said, “no, that’s the thing. I don’t know. I’m afraid of the unpredictable.”

She insisted that I should give the meds another thought. But the front desk came up with an excuse to get my information. They said, “we’ve moved to a new medical system. We’ll need your DOB as well as a new credit card to be put on file since they didn’t get transferred over.”

She also asked if the voices were back, but I said no because they haven’t been (which is true).

Do you think meds will help? I don’t know. It’s possible she’s conspiring against me.