It just blows my mind how so many here have so many options for friends that they are willing and eager to cut so many out of their lives for any reason.

Occasionally, I can see that to be the case, but so many seemed to be kicked out because the person has way too high of expectations for friends...or maybe they don't want any friends or to socialize? Or they just have that many friends that why does it matter to throw away a bunch.

It just makes me sad and more afraid to try to make friends. If I'm not perfect, apparently I'll just be thrown away. I'm terrified of initiating contact with people, especially if it's been a while, so I guess I'm a terrible friend so I shouldn't even bother with friends, right? I would just be complained about like people are on here and everyone would appear telling the OP to ditch me because clearly, I'm an awful friend.