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Originally Posted by winter loneliness
I know all my moods and can identify them and remember them.
But psychosis? I have partial memory loss. In a way. I can look back like I am watching someone else doing things. Kind of like dissociation?
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This reminded me of my manic blackouts during hospitalizations and some IOPs. There were times when weeks later I'd ask my husband what happened, and he'd refuse to talk about it. It was disturbing and frustrating!
I only remember six of my 10 hospitalizations, and not all of my PHP/IOPs. Or just blips of things. Lost time and almost dream-like states.