Thanky you bchlyn and Kiya..it means alot. I'm making an appointment with a therapist tomorrow. I've been delaying for awhile..about two or three weeks. I've been putting it off because it's easier to pretend I don't have a problem and I really don't want to have to deal with the past..but in order to move forward I guess I have to. I'm glad your T is so supportive. I hope mine is!!