Well this totally didn't go as i expected.
I assumed i would struggle with a depressive episode or have separation anxiety at the least, and instead what i got was it triggered a hypo episode lasting three weeks,then mixed for a few days, now i'm in the dark place
It was good in that during the week they were gone the hypo got me thru it no problem, but as you all know what goes up must come down and this one came down hard. And i spent a lot of money in those weeks, dammit.
I'm taking this episode with more anger/frustration this time for some reason.
I'm f%$king infuriated by this illness.
I did a lot of bad things when i was young so im not going to say i dont deserve it, but regardless i'm angry this time, real angry, want to smash this thing with a bat over its head angry
The last few depressive episodes were fairly short lived compared to last year so lets hope i can get it stabilized fairly quickly