I am glad you are seeing a lawyer. There are times like this when it is clearly necessary.

You should locate the nearest women's crisis center and talk to them. You are not alone. This kind of mess is sadly common. There are a lot of people who can and want to help you work it out. They can help guide you with food, housing, meds, counseling, and support groups.

Stay involved here, too, if you find it helpful. There are quite a few folks to share stories with.

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