I'm so sorry, pixielouwho Take your time to decide. I understand you must be confused and in pain. Just do what you feel like it's the best option for you. Do you feel like forgiving him? Or do you just want to move on with someone else? Both decisions are up to you. Just take your time. No hurry. I hope things will get better for you soon. I hope writing here helps a bit. Count on us if you need any encouragin words. Feel free to PM me anytime. I'm always availabe if you need to talk. Sending many hugs to you