******tight hugs/holds on to stuffies********

(((((bbear, lyn))))) *sigh* t was concerned and asked that i not go through those stages alone. is glad that i'm involved in PC. wants me to call and *tell* her that i need help stopping these states.
never thought of that.
i jst thought i call and say "yep - this sucks right now".

im soooo cold, i feel as if i'm made of ice.