My dear friends, you are my support, my lighthouse, you know you are, and I appreciate it so much. Life has not been kind these few years and I am resentful for it and I look in the mirror and is hard to say I like what I see. I was an excellent dad my kids loved me, I miss their laughter, their body heat, their smell, loved to do their laundry every night and wonder how small socks can be. They have been taken from me J law does not allow for joint custody so I am screwed, People can be nice here but also cold as ice. And I am having a terrible time. All I have are my books, games and work. I don’t drink thank god if I did it would be the end of me with all the meds I take my heart would stop. Thank you for always being there, I hope I can be there for you too. Although 99 percent of Internet is not gr8 this app and you guys are awesome and I thank god I found you all.