I was doing ok until I fooled myself into buying too many scratchcards hoping I'd win.I won £20 yesterday and was hoping to win again and I bought 4 scratchcards today and lost £18.The woman serving at the kiosk was laughing gleefully at me,and the men who serve there are always laughing when I buy scratchcards.I can't afford this.So I am boycotting the kiosk.Then i got upset cos I realised I was spending too much at the cafe on panini and coffee's and I kinda thought why give my money to the cafe and get fat and unhealthy.So only tea from the cafe and the occasional coffee.I am sure the coffees are calorific too.I bought more vegetables for my grocery shop so will eat healthy at home.If I go up to the complex to see a film avoid the kiosk and just have one cup of tea at the cafe should help me to lose weight and save money at the same time.
I really regret buying the scratchcards today and I am stressed out about it.