Hugs to you fuzzy. Not only will you be missed but you are needed also. I don't think you realize how much you give to others here even though you are fighting this horrible battle . you are kind . you care about others . we care about you . papa bear needs you too . i hope you will feel better. I know its hard when you are allergic to meds and when therapists have let you down. I believe you have the strength with in yourself which is just as powerful as therapy and meds. Try to be kind to you please fuzzy bear . try to love yourself because despite everything the mean people have told you , you do deserve that love