I'm not sure if this is just the mania talking, but I've gotten a sudden interest in pagan/tarot stuff. Once I have some cash I'm gonna get a deck and start messing around. It's really interesting and I feel some sort of connection to it I can't quite explain.

I'm also aware that this could be a manic thing, but I'm not sure. I'm normally a very rational pseudo mumbo jumbo rejecting person but for some reason this topic seems very enticing right now. Like I said, special connection.